These past few days have been pretty depressing. It's one of those days you thought you just can't help but wonder if you made the right decision. Did I? I don't know, but it's one of those things that really should be the last thing on my mind right now, because it's already too late for that. I already made a decision and the only thing I can do from now and move forward. Still, knowing this fact doesn't make it easier for me to sleep at nights.

Anyway, moving on to other things. I still CAN'T find the courage to drive here. Shit, everytime I think about it, I just want to forget about ever driving here. I thought traffic was goddamn worse in California, but shit, it was nothing compared to the traffic over here. Fuck driving ethics, nobody's got one here... cause they all bribed the motor vehicle department guys for their driving license. If you had an accident with one of those guys, you better be ready to pay up, because... well, it's just the way it is... even if you're completely in the right (but of course, they'll probably beat you up if you're Chinese.) It's been a month since I last driven a stick shift too and I'm beginning to forget the basics of it. I miss the auto car that I used back in the States. Ah, forget all of this stick shift nonsense... I'm saving up for a matic car.

Retro's 60% done with the proofreading so far, so I dunno, looks like the game might be released in mid june or something. I'm not really in a rush though... I'm currently working on episode 3 in the meantime.